‘I’ – follow up 1

It’s so breathtaking that all that ‘you’ experience, all that you actually are from your own perspective or with respect to yourself, the actual physical feelings that you feel, the actual consciousness, the actual being conscious, the actual subjective experience or reality that you experience or realize subjectively and isolated, all this only you’ll know, and no one else. It’s like your own sphere, your own personal subjective space of existence or universe. It’s like your own relative ‘black-hole-white-hole’, that you cannot get out of and no one can get in.

This all only you’ll experience, the experience that ‘you’ are, it’s reserved for ‘you’ and only ‘you’. No one can know and no one will know, who you are or were in your own perspective, as ‘yourself’. No one can ‘truely’ know or experience you as ‘you’.

You exist all alone in a sense, in actuality, confined within the space of existence and universe that you are. In actuality, you/’you’ don’t even exist.

Trying to get to multiverse or any other universe is like trying to get to the space that you’re not, to other’s space of existence, to other’s consciousness, to become ‘other’ and not ‘yourself’. It is impossible. How can ‘you’ be ‘not you’?

Not only that no one ‘knows’ you, you yourself have no clue who you’re. On investigation, one finds there is no ‘one’, you’ll find there is no ‘you’. Trying to define or find yourself, trying to know yourself, is like moving with respect to yourself, is like to move and also not move, is like you become not-you, it is like NOTHING, it is NOTHING, and that is Absolute. This Absolute is this Question-Mark, that has no answer, but Nothing can be said about it, not even this, not even this, not even this, not even this, not even thus, and so on….. This is Infidefiception.

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