Dhiresh

I loved you. I wanted you. More than anything. But I’ve lost it. What do you want? I cannot want you more than I want them. But even in wanting them, I realize, it’s the search for you. All that promises of immortality, all that illusions of eternity of existence, is falling apart with my falling hair. I wanted all this, my world, to exist forever. All I got is decay, disappointment. I don’t want to believe in illusions any more, but I don’t want to face death as well. Don’t get me wrong, i don’t care about myself. I care about them, maybe in that I do care about myself. I cannot lose them, I might very well loose myself. I looked for you. I couldn’t find you… It was all a lie, just so that I could exit, as long as possible. The biggest scam – the promise of the Absolute. But even in denying you, I’m looking for you, be it in nothing, as nothing. But then what is nothing? What is non-existence. Some think they know. If I say they don’t, how do I know? If I say they do, how do I know? I...

The word ‘so’ in this question seems to give it a quantitative taste. It’s as if I’m aware of how much silent the universe is. But it just represents the mood and the frustration and how aware the questioner is of the silence of existence. In some sense this question doesn’t make sense. Compared to non-universe or non-existence, universe or existence seems to contain all the noise and, like is with every other thing absolute, absence of absolute silence. Existence is filled with all kinds of existence. What silence are we speaking of then? The universe is silent about the absolute. Absolute, that is source of the meaning of existence is what’s absent in the universe. If we ask this ‘silent’ universe about it’s silence, it is silent about it as well. The question one asks the universe is about what is that which is absolute in existence, we ask universe about the absolute, about the absolute existence. Universe is silent on the subject of the absolute, of the Absolutism. It’s not that u...

  Nature of Nature = State[ment]verse = Absolute Quantum Superposition of Absolute States (or simply states) = ARISC                                     Relative Nothing, Relative Everything

Essentially, I’ll be talking about nothing. This should mean that I should not be talking about anything, and should not be talking at all. So, I must jut leave or shut up or shut writing. But would that then also be doing nothing? It’s a useless attempt to talk about nothing because talking about nothing is talking about nothing, which we have no clue what that means. Just saying that it just means to not speak of nothing at all, might not the case, because not talking about it isn’t nothing but again one cannot even ay that as that would be not nothing, and again would not be, and would be, and not, and so on. But having said all that I already am talking about it, but am I though? So, I hope you see the difficulty or impossibility here. But then again one cannot infer that too, and not even this, and this, and so on… But, I’m making a video and I must do something, besides, nothing cannot ‘actually’ or ‘truely’ be expressed. We can only do it in terms of something, which is not actu...

Whenever the new technological tides hit the shores, the traditional landmasses make a sound. This has been true throughout the eras. New things come to replace old ones, old traditional ones make noise but have no option but to vacate the place, dissolving itself into nothingness. Even old Gods have to die to make room for the new.

Everything is a belief, even logic, mathematics, and even Science. The only reality, the only existence, is the State.